Thankful

As you can well imagine the excitement of Analie arriving in 3 days has really set in. Everywhere we look, Phil and I dream of how life will be with her, and how we have a chance again to see the fruition of our joy made complete in our child. Of course, around this time last week, some anxiety started to set in. Reality of recalling the birth of Marshall - joyous, zealous, exuberant - and then, tragedy... what's to come when you harbor such pain?
Really, throughout the pregnancy in whole, I think I have done pretty dang good holding it together. I mean, I see how someone could really drive themselves crazy worrying about all the things that "could" be. But, you never forget the scar that's on your heart.
Much to my enlightenment I opened a new book I received from my mother-in-law and read the most soul settling passage - I think it was meant for me. I haven't even made it past this page in the book because I keep returning to it - as a reminder and encouragement.
The excerpt from "Hugs for New Moms" by Stephanie Howard reads:

I'll bless you and multiply your family, keeping My covenant of love with you.
Don't let anxiety steal your joy; rather, tell Me about your worries and needs and thank Me in advance.
As you pray, you'll find that My incomparable peace overshadows all of your problems and insecurities.
Always be content with what you have, knowing that I'll never leave you or abandon you.
I'll supply everything you need, according to My endless riches in glory.
Faithfully providing, Your Prince of Peace
Deut 7:12-13; John 16:33; Phil 4:6-7; Hebrews 13:5; Phil 4:19

When I read this, tears of release flooded my face. It was exactly what the Lord needed to tell me. "My incomparable peace" - how true to me this is.

Oh, My God - let me know this joy You promise. Let Your glory be revealed through restoration. And, Lord, let me never cease to praise You for the blessings You will pour out.